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Truth in Love
Media Propaganda and Palestinian

Those TV cameras responsible for civilian deaths in Gaza Author: Simcha Jacobovici Source: - 07.23.2014 I write this as a member of the press. I’m proud to be a journalist and a documentary filmmaker. I’m a member of the Foreign Press Association in Israel, and the co-recipient of this year’s Edward R. Murrow Award from the American Overseas Press Club. I say this off the top because I’m not an outsider pointing my finger at the media. Every year, journalists sacrifice their lives in war zones so as to keep us informed and protect freedom of the press, a cornerstone of democracy. But the fact is that when it comes to Israel, the media has acted irresponsibly. Good journalism has been replaced by politically correct misreporting, and one of the net results is that Palestinian civilians, including children, are paying with their lives. How so? There is no group that can be more evil, in... (more)

Dealing with the negative thoughts
According to Feeling Good by Burns, I should be doing three things to confront negative thoughts. I should record them, match them with the list of cognitive distortions, and then refute them. I am now reading about the urge to do nothing, in Chapter 5. It mentions doing nothing as the source of misery for people. Interestingly enough, I procrastinate on some things but go ahead with others. Meh.

Take 2
Hello sweetlife... how nice it is to be with you once more. I am only just through handling the whole thing over there on my community site and that was due to a spelling error which had gone undetected and another prob with something else in my note; which effectively meant that I had to go back through every single page to delete and re-submit the corrected message; a total pain but I'm fussy! How are you?! I am not even sure you're still around; it must be around 2 in the morning there by now which means I am talking into the wind right now but that's okay if you see this on your return in the morning. Monday! Gosh how quickly it comes around. The weekend came and went in a haze; I haven't a clue what has changed, because my perception of time has altered - each week zooms past without a blink; weeks come and go; months come and go and before you know it... Christmas's slip is showing... I am horribly cold right now darling so I'll keep this fairly short, and close the... (more)

Journey Through
It was all I could do to come and post this so bear with me today... maybe I will be able to get in the swing of things later today. The nights have become a struggle for me, hard to go to sleep then when I do nightmares all night long that are hard to wake up from. When I do wake up I feel like I haven't slept in weeks. I always feel so useless against the exhaustion, I feel like I should be doing more, that there has to be more to it all. When sense of self is marred it's hard to be ok. I spend most of my days hating myself for the dumbest things. Today when I got up the self loathing was horrible and it was just because I didn't get up when I thought I should have. Little things like this go on all day long. How do you deal when self is the enemy? It sometimes feels like I am the only one with and against me. It is all very confusing and painful. The feelings are overwhelming at times. Depression is a big deal at this point, the ocd kicks in and makes it worse, and the vicious... (more)

Argh Not The Pony
Olivia Evans is 18
So :-) On Thursday I went for a walk through Bushy Park from Hampton to Kingston with Amy and Alice and it was sooo nice, I love doing stuff like that and we just chatted and shit it was really fun and once we got there we went to Spoons and I gave them the dick lollies I bought them in Majorca which was p funny and we got pitchers and food and talked about loads of shit and got a bit 'merry' (fuckin deepest expression ever) Then we went to Creamz and shared two sundaes and even then we couldn't finish them and there was an odd mirrored toilet that made me feel strangely good about my ever expanding body lol and then to sit by the river and that was so o o o o nice too we made swan jokes about my incredibly dormant sex life hahaha it was actually v v cool I had a lovely lovely day On Friday I went to George's dad's to help him make scones and then collect his exam results, and then came home to watch GoT and in the evening Kim, Abby, Rachel and Abi came round and it was rly good... (more)

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